john i know you can no longer hear my words, but know that you made me smile everytime we hung out. you were an amazing person all the way down to your laugh. you filled the room with good spirits and you were a peacekeeper. you went to soon brother i will never forget you as long as i am alive. i keep a picture of you on my work desk just so i can see your face brother. smile forever and i hope your energy has become something more important than words can express, keep us all safe brother john. ill see you in the end.